The choice of saying no to now

All that we have got is now. This moment.

But what happens when you don’t want this moment; that is not that you have failed. You just fell numb, you feel imprisoned in your own mind. 

The surroundings consist in just a haven of mountains, that constrict you; gigantic walls that are climbable, however, there is no wish within you to go further. 

You just take a seat and keep looking at them. They’re so pretty, why should I be the one to scar them trying to pan out?

There is nothing else to say, there is wisdom in patience, moreover, there is comfort, shelter. 

Inescapably, the hermit is getting tired. Exhausted in its own endurance, he wants to have some other outlines to fathom. 

He said no to now so many times, inevitably one day the answer might be yes. Therefore, the hiking to nowhere will start. With the snow blowing on his body, broken feet, freezing hands and a foolish smile on his face.